The first day of teaching for a new year of the after school program always leaves me thinking, “what just happened?” Now sitting on a comfortable couch at home, I see the pull to hang on to the day. To stay in the stress, to worry about what it will be like tomorrow. But when I think about how I felt about the new year of programming this morning, before it at all began, I know I wasn’t worried at all. I didn’t feel stressed about the prospect of the next class.
Even though the day has a magnetic pull, I can see that feeling like I did this morning would be a much more enjoyable way of being. I can also see that feeling present and without worry didn’t effect the reality of the experience as it actually occurred.
Worry or not, the outcome is always the same. The moment always comes to pass. This is the moment where I have the opportunity to choose again. Instead of succumbing to the attraction of holding on, I can choose to put down the thoughts of past and future, and return to the only place I will ever be, the present.
How do you feel when the day is done? If you ever find yourself reliving the day over again in your head, create an experiment out of putting the day down, and allowing yourself to just be where you are. After all, the only way to see if it feels better than a previous way of being, is to experience it.